what is important?

I have been doing some contemplating the last few days and again, the same issue pop up. I have to say that I don’t know what I want. Yeah, it is actually the reasons for many of my actions. I am practically indecisive! How bad th could be.

Well, I have come to realise this indecision problem as I went to my friend’s place last weekend to plan for the short holiday trip. Gosh, she mentioned that I could not make a decision. I was embarrassed! yeah… She was totally right. I know for many matters, I can accomodate any as long as it does not clash with my personal value. Having said that, I guess I have been too accomodating to the point of not able to decide what I actually want.

Well, this got to change or I will forever be floating, toss to and fro.

Actually another issue popped up yesterday as mom called me. Errr it is about my future. She did mention something which I am not going to disclose, but the bottom line is, I better think of my own future! -_-” … Yup. I have been thinking about this again and realised, I just have  to do it. Do what I am comfortable with and pursue what I want to do. I should not bother too much about A, B, C and many things.

 Well, time to revise life’s objective. Not too late, not yet new year .