It has been sometime that this blog has yet been updated. Yeah, I was rather occupied with anime wacthing and some personal issue. Not exactly personal but more to relationships with batch mate.
I have been trying to be positive and look at the bright side, but it is not easy as I am someone who needs closure and answer. I need answer for certain behaviour, e.g. why you do that, why you say that or what do you mean. yeah, that is why I am actually rather confrontational by nature. Many years ago, almost 10 years ago, I confronted my teacher for the issue of cheating. yeah, it was a serious offence and I have kept it for a long time. I have confronted a guy for his mixed signal. I confronted my senior colleague, my bos and my supervisor. For all the confrontations, I never had closures, not even 1. No closure but at least I told them what I think. I was not satisfied, but I guess that is as much as what I can do. I can’t force others to change or tell me the truth.
Over the ten years, I have seen many lies and really, it used to shock me. I have always think that integrity is priceless, kindness and thoughtfulness are virtues. Apparently, those are not to be practiced. We just need to do things that make us happy. Period. yeah, that is what I have found. We just need to make sure that we are happy, have enough money to enjoy our life. It doesn’t matter if other suffer.
Observing these things have changed me. yeah, that is why I have always believe that people change. I do and so most of us. Change is just a part of getting older. Ok, so what is the point of the long paragraphs. 
got carried away with other line of thoughts.
Yeah, back to the main issue. Life in Japan has started to be problematic. I guess I am not going to go into details. It is a problem with batch-mate. I have heard many times that we can’t change others, but we can always change ourself. So, i have tried to change myself and well, trying to move away. But not easy. But I just have to do it. Be strong… 
