Ok, just a quick update for last week.
I heard a disturbing news over the msn with my friends. Several friends are attached and some should be getting married next year. Yeah, what a great news for me who is not only alone here, scratching her head just to know more friends and to hear so many intimate news about couple. Am I jealous? I don’t think so. I think I just feel lose out. -_-” Anyway, I better move on and settle on what I want. I should not bother so much about others, yeah, I better settle my own life here.
There is also a happy thing over the weekend. I had a friend visiting me, again 
. She came for business trip. So, we met on saturday, just for 3 hours, but it was good enough to share a bit of what is going on with each of us. Well, she is my long time friend, I knew her for 13 years this month. Yeah, we have been through many things together, she is one of the 5 cliques I have. All of us have led differing lives, as expected from the moment we met. I am not going to disclose further as it is rather personal. 
Last week, there were a couple of days where I felt down. I guess it was the mood swing, out of a sudden I felt so negative about many things. It was good that I had soem friends with whom I could share the issues and clarified. Yeah, it was really the negative thinking that I had and it can easily be solved by looking at the other perspective. Intereeting
Oh ya, I also felt the stress during the Japanese class. The issue was I was rather slow in catching the lesson. I guessed I was too tired and I have over-exerted myself. Thus, I could not fully concentrate on the lesson. Gosh. I was embarrassed- very silly mistakes most of the time. The good thing is the sensei is really nice andd thoughtful. She actually gave me a present for my birthday. I was touched!
As for the rest, I watched some sports events on TV and recently bought 20k dictionary and fined 2k for making a double order. Errrrrr.
Lastly, tonite, we just made some plan for winter trip. I am thinking to cancel but still undecided. We plan to to sendai and aomori. Aomori is very very very freaking cold. I think there is winter sports there. BUT BUT BUT… not sure I can witstand the cold. Even now, I feel freaking cold at only 12-15 degrees.
Ok, that is all, need to sleep now.
